well 2010 is here. it does not feel any different. like i always believe, life/age is incremental. all the birthdays, new years, anneversaries or holidays are just rituals to make you believe otherwise. time just creeps on you and does not come to you in blocks. and that is why new year resolutions never work – such as going to bed earlier.
but just in these 3 days that i do realize how my mind is subject to fluctuation due to small things taking place or not taking place around me. again it is a proof that not only our fates are beyond our control but our minds are beyond our own comprehension as well. sometimes i don’t understand other people’s excitement or concerns. life isn’t perfect and we are just temporary here in this world, why get so fixated? i don’t want to know the details or discuss them because they distract you from the big picture. let’s save our energy for something else.
i just know that walking around and taking interesting photos is my greatest delight. writing some stuff down is a good way to make my mind work again. and my intution tells me that creative work is better than passive eating (ok i will stop short of complaining about food here).
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